Tuesday, March 3, 2009

I Just Don't Know!!



I think all my stress over all has finally melted my brain. I can't concentrate and put my thoughts together at all. Its very upsetting. 
This interview has really gotten me annoyed. I can’t interview anyone, so you know I write a blog post based on that. And now a two page paper on my interview that doesn’t exist? I can’t write two pages on an interview that would take place, that would be way to extensive, and well shitty. I can’t interview anyone worth interviewing, it wouldn’t benefit my paper, and while yes I understand it’s an assignment, it is completely pointless for my specific topic of discussion. 
Another problem, every time I’ve talked to someone new about my paper I get a different direction for it, I can’t make up my mind! This is probably why I don’t know how to conclude my paper, I think I’m just really over this paper right now because I want spring break already, I feel like all I do is write papers and study and well, its overrated at this point.
 I don’t know how to write a well-written research paper, I think it’s because it has no fun, creativity or voice, its just information. I’m really nervous for it to be honest, and I think I’ll probably fail. Since there is so much on gender roles, I cant find what to put in the paper and what not to put, its really beginning to frustrate me, once I put stuff together I realize I have to many ideas or concepts I’m working with. I guess the fact my writing center editor, well, sucked, really messed it up. I was counting on a constructive feedback, and that failed. During my conference, I had great ideas, but I don’t know how to put them all together into a good paper. I wish you could go in my brain see what I want to do, and that could be my paper. My ideas don’t make sense or flow well on paper, ever! And trying to make this eight to ten pages seems hopeless for me. Yea I can make the number, but what is actually on the paper, well it a kind of blows. I JUST DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE!

Ms. O’Malley what are you mainly looking for in this paper? The context? The quality? The topic? What would be the one thing to really help make the grade?

1 comment:

  1. Research papers are full of fun and exciting ways to learn! You must be joking when you say that you don't know what to do. The format of the paper perfectly outlines what needs to be done and especially what needs to be learned from it. The interviews are a piece of cake, specially for the people who's topics include very generic areas where the people they need to interview are rich and famous. There is never such thing as a poor written research paper, its just a poorly performed research. The fact that research makes us learn is a purely opinionated statement (everything written above was done so in a semi sarcastic tone).

    This should help you....

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